Only a few more days,... then I am free. No more deadlines, no more school-crap...
I cant wait for the next week where my friends will be done, too and we can finally relax.

It is such a pain to be stressed and much more pain to see your friends in stress. The conversations are half-dead, you feel guilty for everything when they have a bad day! I just hope everything will be fine then...
yet I am scared of the free-time I will have...

No College means to have time and sitting at home. Sitting at home means no visitors (since I live a bit apart) and more time to do...... nothing but watching TV, drawing or sitting on the Computer. And the last thing is the worst! Not that I dont like playing GuildWars, RPGs or chatting with my friends, but it totally tortures my hands. I HATE IT! I cant do what I like because my freaking hands hurt when I use them too much. What is wrong with them? I cant even enjoy playing RPGs because the pain comes after like a hour or something. And if theres no pain, there is this feeling like your hands are getting thick and hot. Nasty!

I just hope it will go away one day. Sometimes it is there, sometimes not... I want it to be gone forever... =/

Still I cant wait for freetime. Maybe I can ask my parents for the Car so I can go out more or maybe my friends want to come over. (Another Problem: Parents at home... I wanna live on my own... T_T)

Oh well... 2 more classes to finish, then I´m free!
I might open Commissions again, but I´m not sure. Maybe just some limited slots... D:

Anyways~ enough ranting *lol* I feel fine!

Greetz~!

Saya